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Neutral Is Golden

by Allohra Son

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1.
Hangman 02:29
I don't need a rope to hang my head and cry All I need is a shoulder to lay it down When strength's in giving up Farewell defender It's a device It's of your own Tough to know the truth but never say it For who's to say who would be sayin' And you'd just reap the praise Collect a fortune of gathered ashes To press to clay And build a sturdy casket Around your sweet soul The dark becomes your ardor Amidst forgotten walls But nothing stands forever Decay is at the heart While light is waiting patient To show you kindred stars And how they burn in blackness Oh how they never die And how they'll search forever To find that they contain All of what their after it's the only thing they bleed 'Tis silence your companion Let him lead you
2.
Last To Go 03:07
An open heart sits heavier Have no doubt there will be consiquence Long as you can provide with disrelation The selfless you provides the space However the hardest parts Long its been since their passing My only duty's been to recede It is my aim to burn up every memory Everything I ever loved was you and your's Retention is the burden I will learn to hate What is left to lose but aprehensive emptiness La La La La La La La La (x4)
3.
A silence has crept between Two once smiling faces Now it is the pause between The next words will not be spoken It's only a mirrored image This world can show to you To turn away from that image Accepting the loss of what you think you have had You think you have had (x3) A little colder still than I've been While looking myself in the eyes The shadows snare their ugly faces Buried beneath their minds I am the sun I cast the shadows Just to watch them fade away You cant hide anywhere A whisper in silence is louder than anything
4.
With hard work and stress We cannot make this serve The points we set before the storms Now have come to pass Have left us stagnant in a drought That now supports Our mutual aversions Common conducts of Domestics inner failure Remedied by hopes and dreams To be united in the end United in the end (x5)
5.
Seen those eyes been carrying Such a heavy load Feels so endless So helpless Alone The consiquential hell youv'e sewn Enclosed in self delusion Equaled only by sorrow and pain Not to imply a careless endeavor Done honestly Through honesty But help is not on it's way And no savior will call your name Moving backwards with every breath Subtracted by every step It'd be better to let them down Than to try to lift such weight
6.
When stuck in defeat And a life to regret All so poor My head is like fall leaves Just tring to forget the coming winter is cold To stretch out the light And feel the weight of our soul And carry it on Inward still and silent All on your own Blackness your soft true and deep Shining through people's eyes Staring back at me When hate filled my mind Found out what's here and now Surrender a lie
7.
Two friends a wander Conjour up the truth And take on with ambition And journey to no end They come to resolve in the distance The light becomes the only proof they need, when they find Distraction a purpose And consumation is the ending of their life Two separate hearts The light and the dark They cannot know each other But we can see It is the light dark seeks It is the dark light seeks There is no space between The man and the everything that you've ever wanted And who should remain And who the hell would want to We all do remain Cause your god is neutral And empty background You've darkened it from the start Alone in your room to find What you had heard before Ten thousand times or so But you know it is for you tonight Ten thousand and one Ten thousand and one Ten thousand and one times you've only listened The same old words you could ignore This time's the same but somehow different Ten thousand and one these words are yours Behold your anxiety Will teach you a lesson I will cut out your heart With the softest words Cause you've held you down With a separate eye I'm gonna carve out all your depression This voice and these words will be my knife To sing God is now (x8)
8.
Leaving and lost are as glue to the paper Without them what could be said to hold me down When I am enclosed insecure you breath easier Lowly dependent Lonely companion Lonliness tends only to lead me to fasten Around your sharp fingers and leave me confound All the while striving to lessen attatchment Attatch me to sorrow and Ill fasten to you Though seperation will further the distance Soon theyrell be motive to fill in my aperature An empty heart solitary and yearning with self indulgence To lead me to freedom If only you could know this Then i could save myself If only you could know this Wede have skiped over the hardest parts If only you could know this Then Id have saved myself (x3)
9.
Forgive my worries but I have fallen for words before I know for you to love me you must first deride me Do me a favor and disregard my secret eyes Don't take them hard Their just holding back a whole lot of shame and it's so hard Because I know how you'd see me if you knew Accepted shame will cause to fail It can only serve to blind what has a steady beating pulse Could it be me Could it be me If I'm apart from this could it be me As I stand before a jury made of family friends and lovers And they look down on my selfish use of life I will cry but I will not take the slightest bit of blame 'Cuz I have tried and I have tried Oh how I've tried I would set it down Wish you'd know I would I'd relinquish all my labors If I thought it'd make me happy but I'm a slave I am a slave If I'm a part from this than I'm a slave
10.
Dispel my sanity repulse the light of dawn Seeking a tradgedy to lessen apathy Ill move in a pattern specific to the light Ill speak in a strange code expose the hidden eyes And hear your true words Remove my afflictions we only have one Fear and seperate Below my fables there are thorns and elemental holds Departure the chalice deed You saw bliss where pain once had been Deny me and deny all you are You are warned you are worn Sneer fast to leave you wrong You are warned you are warned
11.
Found out my failings tonight Just couldn't speak with verosity Just couldn't speak the hard truth Dilute it in order to comfort them Distort it in order to ease their coldest doubts But I remain opaque I remain opaque (x2) I remain opaque in disguise It could ruin me I could let this ruin me This prophetic arrogant reflection that showed Sparked an envy so strong As to fuel their hateful words And award them to the transparent light I know myself to be Can't fake this anymore than I could find the dark in You could not have listened To your own heart's speaking static filtered When disappointment points at failure We fall to pieces And gather in darkness But it was the motive we used to try That was drawn from what it is And where we saught to go
12.
Innocence lead by intention cannot survive its evident Hate a malady inspired you disguised as right To take up a mission with fortitude and a sharpened knife Just before he lay your bones to rest You saw his eyes were love he felt as you Reverence Within the last few breaths Loyalty Fetter and manacle Dissolute The bounty its reverse Condescends Self imagination And your blood will be the payment For the debt your actions arise
13.
In distant gazes you met my eyes And said "no fire we burn tonight will melt my heart" The darkness fading embers lit assembled shadows I abandoned my position Just to hear you breathing next to me Time stood a sentinel all along Some silence held us so benign This martyr could never be aware Enough to know the difference from the path we're on And roads we should've taken A deathless holler I should heed it But unless you scream it Im divergent Even cautious men tend to absorb the dark To project a shadow
14.
Dig me a hole so that I can crawl in Make it as black and cold as it is deep Take all my valuables along with my heart Then seal off the access and walk away Please dont return it Its just too much to hold When your whole lifes about searching for answers And its the answers you can never know Sweet city sunlight Ill miss you goodbye Thanks for golden mornings that I now must leave I want you to know how I loved your blonde glow Even though I stayed inside for most of my days Please dont stop shining You bring some people hope See me Im just hoping for an ending And a hole thats as black as is cold
15.
Closer 07:02
Close your eyes the end is here Hold fast Just watch your thoughts disappearing one by one We all shall come to take these cold hands They are cold and they are serious They dont wait and they are open Here before you stands a definitive line Yeilding loss and ruin with decay But also warmth and care as tender to your strains Just like a glow or a signal in which you re-aling So dont look back dont look back never decide Deleted life Deleted lies Nothing is all you arent (x4) Dispatched forewords are dreaming They divert and lead you on But if you are here then you are with me Now close your eyes Listen softly To the silence that surrounds your frame and state I am nothing I am nothing Its what you pose as to proceed toward such finite things That encompass your felt lows They colapse and reclaim Divulge divulge But it never happened The closer you got the farther away you had faded The more you had lost the eisier it became to release it

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released November 11, 2011

All songs written and recorded by Eric Ayers All Rights Reserved ©

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Allohra Son Providence, Rhode Island

Allohra Son is a product of my insatiable need to be producing something, or perhaps a product of self reflection and release. Either way it stands alone, independent. We were originally called Resilence

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