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Hangman
02:29
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I don't need a rope to hang my head and cry
All I need is a shoulder to lay it down
When strength's in giving up
Farewell defender
It's a device
It's of your own
Tough to know the truth but never say it
For who's to say who would be sayin'
And you'd just reap the praise
Collect a fortune of gathered ashes
To press to clay
And build a sturdy casket
Around your sweet soul
The dark becomes your ardor
Amidst forgotten walls
But nothing stands forever
Decay is at the heart
While light is waiting patient
To show you kindred stars
And how they burn in blackness
Oh how they never die
And how they'll search forever
To find that they contain
All of what their after it's the only thing they bleed
'Tis silence your companion
Let him lead you
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2. |
Last To Go
03:07
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An open heart sits heavier
Have no doubt there will be consiquence
Long as you can provide with disrelation
The selfless you provides the space
However the hardest parts
Long its been since their passing
My only duty's been to recede
It is my aim to burn up every memory
Everything I ever loved was you and your's
Retention is the burden I will learn to hate
What is left to lose but aprehensive emptiness
La La La La La La La La (x4)
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3. |
The Silent Voice
04:42
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A silence has crept between
Two once smiling faces
Now it is the pause between
The next words will not be spoken
It's only a mirrored image
This world can show to you
To turn away from that image
Accepting the loss of what you think you have had
You think you have had (x3)
A little colder still than I've been
While looking myself in the eyes
The shadows snare their ugly faces
Buried beneath their minds
I am the sun
I cast the shadows
Just to watch them fade away
You cant hide anywhere
A whisper in silence is louder than anything
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4. |
A Dividend Union
01:54
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With hard work and stress
We cannot make this serve
The points we set before the storms
Now have come to pass
Have left us stagnant in a drought
That now supports
Our mutual aversions
Common conducts of
Domestics inner failure
Remedied by hopes and dreams
To be united in the end
United in the end (x5)
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5. |
Bearing Treason
03:50
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Seen those eyes been carrying
Such a heavy load
Feels so endless
So helpless
Alone
The consiquential hell youv'e sewn
Enclosed in self delusion
Equaled only by sorrow and pain
Not to imply a careless endeavor
Done honestly
Through honesty
But help is not on it's way
And no savior will call your name
Moving backwards with every breath
Subtracted by every step
It'd be better to let them down
Than to try to lift such weight
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6. |
The Weights Origin
03:06
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When stuck in defeat
And a life to regret
All so poor
My head is like fall leaves
Just tring to forget the coming winter is cold
To stretch out the light
And feel the weight of our soul
And carry it on
Inward still and silent
All on your own
Blackness your soft true and deep
Shining through people's eyes
Staring back at me
When hate filled my mind
Found out what's here and now
Surrender a lie
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7. |
Anxiety's Threshold
06:47
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Two friends a wander
Conjour up the truth
And take on with ambition
And journey to no end
They come to resolve in the distance
The light becomes the only proof they need, when they find
Distraction a purpose
And consumation is the ending of their life
Two separate hearts
The light and the dark
They cannot know each other
But we can see
It is the light dark seeks
It is the dark light seeks
There is no space between
The man and the everything that you've ever wanted
And who should remain
And who the hell would want to
We all do remain
Cause your god is neutral
And empty background
You've darkened it from the start
Alone in your room to find
What you had heard before
Ten thousand times or so
But you know it is for you tonight
Ten thousand and one
Ten thousand and one
Ten thousand and one times you've only listened
The same old words you could ignore
This time's the same but somehow different
Ten thousand and one these words are yours
Behold your anxiety
Will teach you a lesson
I will cut out your heart
With the softest words
Cause you've held you down
With a separate eye
I'm gonna carve out all your depression
This voice and these words will be my knife
To sing
God is now (x8)
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8. |
Two Dependents
04:14
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Leaving and lost are as glue to the paper
Without them what could be said to hold me down
When I am enclosed insecure you breath easier
Lowly dependent Lonely companion
Lonliness tends only to lead me to fasten
Around your sharp fingers and leave me confound
All the while striving to lessen attatchment
Attatch me to sorrow and Ill fasten to you
Though seperation will further the distance
Soon theyrell be motive to fill in my aperature
An empty heart solitary and yearning with self indulgence
To lead me to freedom
If only you could know this
Then i could save myself
If only you could know this
Wede have skiped over the hardest parts
If only you could know this
Then Id have saved myself (x3)
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9. |
Deny And Serve
04:16
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Forgive my worries but I have fallen for words before
I know for you to love me you must first deride me
Do me a favor and disregard my secret eyes
Don't take them hard
Their just holding back a whole lot of shame and it's so hard
Because I know how you'd see me if you knew
Accepted shame will cause to fail
It can only serve to blind what has a steady beating pulse Could it be me
Could it be me
If I'm apart from this could it be me
As I stand before a jury made of family friends and lovers
And they look down on my selfish use of life
I will cry but I will not take the slightest bit of blame
'Cuz I have tried and I have tried
Oh how I've tried
I would set it down
Wish you'd know I would I'd relinquish all my labors
If I thought it'd make me happy but I'm a slave
I am a slave
If I'm a part from this than I'm a slave
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10. |
Cascade Freely
03:24
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Dispel my sanity repulse the light of dawn
Seeking a tradgedy to lessen apathy
Ill move in a pattern specific to the light
Ill speak in a strange code expose the hidden eyes
And hear your true words
Remove my afflictions we only have one
Fear and seperate
Below my fables there are thorns and elemental holds
Departure the chalice deed
You saw bliss where pain once had been
Deny me and deny all you are
You are warned you are worn
Sneer fast to leave you wrong
You are warned you are warned
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11. |
Our Greatest Betrayal
06:10
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Found out my failings tonight
Just couldn't speak with verosity
Just couldn't speak the hard truth
Dilute it in order to comfort them
Distort it in order to ease their coldest doubts
But I remain opaque
I remain opaque (x2)
I remain opaque in disguise
It could ruin me
I could let this ruin me
This prophetic arrogant reflection that showed
Sparked an envy so strong
As to fuel their hateful words
And award them to the transparent light
I know myself to be
Can't fake this anymore than I could find the dark in
You could not have listened
To your own heart's speaking static filtered
When disappointment points at failure
We fall to pieces
And gather in darkness
But it was the motive we used to try
That was drawn from what it is
And where we saught to go
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12. |
Violence Meet Protection
03:23
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Innocence lead by intention cannot survive its evident
Hate a malady inspired you disguised as right
To take up a mission with fortitude and a sharpened knife
Just before he lay your bones to rest
You saw his eyes were love he felt as you
Reverence
Within the last few breaths
Loyalty
Fetter and manacle
Dissolute
The bounty its reverse
Condescends
Self imagination
And your blood will be the payment
For the debt your actions arise
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13. |
Project As Shadows
02:52
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In distant gazes you met my eyes
And said "no fire we burn tonight will melt my heart"
The darkness fading embers lit assembled shadows
I abandoned my position
Just to hear you breathing next to me
Time stood a sentinel all along
Some silence held us so benign
This martyr could never be aware
Enough to know the difference from the path we're on
And roads we should've taken
A deathless holler
I should heed it
But unless you scream it
Im divergent
Even cautious men tend to absorb the dark
To project a shadow
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14. |
Make It Black
02:06
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Dig me a hole so that I can crawl in
Make it as black and cold as it is deep
Take all my valuables along with my heart
Then seal off the access and walk away
Please dont return it
Its just too much to hold
When your whole lifes about searching for answers
And its the answers you can never know
Sweet city sunlight Ill miss you goodbye
Thanks for golden mornings that I now must leave
I want you to know how I loved your blonde glow
Even though I stayed inside for most of my days
Please dont stop shining
You bring some people hope
See me Im just hoping for an ending
And a hole thats as black as is cold
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15. |
Closer
07:02
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Close your eyes the end is here
Hold fast
Just watch your thoughts disappearing one by one
We all shall come to take these cold hands
They are cold and they are serious
They dont wait and they are open
Here before you stands a definitive line
Yeilding loss and ruin with decay
But also warmth and care as tender to your strains
Just like a glow or a signal in which you re-aling
So dont look back dont look back never decide
Deleted life
Deleted lies
Nothing is all you arent (x4)
Dispatched forewords are dreaming
They divert and lead you on
But if you are here then you are with me
Now close your eyes
Listen softly
To the silence that surrounds your frame and state
I am nothing I am nothing
Its what you pose as to proceed toward such finite things
That encompass your felt lows
They colapse and reclaim
Divulge divulge
But it never happened
The closer you got the farther away you had faded
The more you had lost the eisier it became to release it
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Allohra Son Providence, Rhode Island
Allohra Son is a product of my insatiable need to be producing something, or perhaps a product of self reflection and release. Either way it stands alone, independent. We were originally called Resilence
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